Why is it that we pay so much attention to the “bad” guys who treat us like crap but ignore the “good” guys who treat us like princesses?

I found myself asking this question today. I get so upset when a guy treats me horribly but I continue to let him treat me that way. But I tend to,maybe not ignore,but not pay as much attention to the nice guy who would never hurt me. Is it because I know that he will always be there? Maybe it’s because I feel like I need to be more to keep the bad guys attention but the nice guy will always love me the way that I am.

It’s how a treat God sometimes. I tend to ignore him sometimes because I know that He will never leave me and his love for me will never change. So,if I just don’t feel like acting like I should I will just ignore God and do whatever I want to do. But at the end of the day I will always end up in the arms of God. He will always be the one who I run to and am drawn to. Same with the guy. I will always end up with the good guy.

I wish that I would stop paying attention to the bad guys all together. I either just want to “help” them or maybe for some odd reason they just seem to interest me. Either way they are unhealthy. God wants me to be treated like a princess so why not wait for the good guy that I know He will send me one day.

Just a thought…

How Do I Love Thee?
poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee to the level of everyday’s
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

Sometimes,I have no idea where my life is going. What do I want? What does God want? Why won’t He tell me what he wants? Lately I have really been struggling with the death of my dad. I miss having a daddy who takes care of me. I miss sitting in his lap. Without him I feel like I have to be that much tougher. I have to make sure no body takes advantage of me or walks all over me. I feel like I have no father to lead me. I know that I will always have God but a part of me will always be missing. Everyday is a new day with new challenges. I will fall,I will make mistakes,and sometimes I will give up. But I will get up again and keep going. Blessings are sent to us everyday we just have to see the world through Gods eyes. This is the life that God has chosen for me and blessed me with…this is my journey