Sometimes,I have no idea where my life is going. What do I want? What does God want? Why won’t He tell me what he wants? Lately I have really been struggling with the death of my dad. I miss having a daddy who takes care of me. I miss sitting in his lap. Without him I feel like I have to be that much tougher. I have to make sure no body takes advantage of me or walks all over me. I feel like I have no father to lead me. I know that I will always have God but a part of me will always be missing. Everyday is a new day with new challenges. I will fall,I will make mistakes,and sometimes I will give up. But I will get up again and keep going. Blessings are sent to us everyday we just have to see the world through Gods eyes. This is the life that God has chosen for me and blessed me with…this is my journey