Trust is the only way we’ll ever find out what tomorrow holds…

“Oh, give Thy servant patience to be still,
And bear Thy will;
Courage to venture wholly on the arm
That will not harm;
The wisdom that will never let me stray
Out of my way;
The love that, now afflicting, knoweth best
When I should rest.”

What a journey it has been. Most of you know at least a little about this journey. My idea of success has changed dramatically since I have stepped into this life of self-sacrifice. I have been working with YWAM (Youth With A Mission) for the past two years. I have been blessed to be able to experiences other countries and their cultures. I have walked the red light district in Thailand handing out roses to the prostitutes,Had a cup of coffee with a few college students from China,Held a beautiful orphan girl in Ukraine. My heart will never beat the same way again. That sounds ridiculous but before these experiences I had no idea what my heart was beating for and now it beats for more than I ever thought it could. It beats for the orphans,the prostitutes,the lonely and the forgotten.

I am now on staff with YWAM Orlando. I love this ministry and what they stand for. I believe in this base,these people and what God is doing through every soul that steps foot there. God has also called me to go to Turkey next year for a year. I have so many dreams,passions and hopes for this next year of my life. It’s scary and not easy but I know the Lord is faithful. He has given me these dreams and this passion. I have heard his voice call my name and I know that I have nothing to fear. His righteousness will always surround me.

My heart longs to hold a little baby girl with no mother,to look into the eyes of a prostitute and tell her she is worthy,to bring love and understanding to the Muslim nation,to live a life that is no longer mine but for the person who so graciously gave it to me. This is what my heart beats for,this is all I ever want to do…wherever home is for me.

I of course cannot do this alone. I need your support prayerfully and also financially. My goal is to raise 1,500 monthly support by January 2012 for the next year while I am in Turkey (April 2012-April 2013). It seems like an impossible goal in my eyes but in the Lords it is pennies. I am holding his sweet promises close to my heart in times of doubt. His comfort and peace has been so overwhelming. I hear him say He has called and to not trust in my own understanding but His alone. I know God will provide.

Readers, I would like for you to prayerfully consider partnering with me in this next step financially. Nothing is to small but a gift that God can and will multiply. If you are interested in partnering with me monthly or with a one time gift and would like more details please contact me through my email miller1290@gmail.com. My webpage is www.ywamorlando.com/admiller

Thank you for your love and support!